Posted by Deneb on January 3, 2006, at 4:25:08
In reply to Re: Some people are in real danger, posted by Deneb on January 3, 2006, at 0:29:54
I'm not going to do it, yep, I'm do going to OD again cuz I don't like feeling sick and I don't want to waste precious resources.
I don't know why I kind of sort of even want to do it again. I obviously don't want to die. Maybe I just want the attention it brings. I think this is like some sort of game or something...
I'll be the only one playing the game and no one will "get" it. Playing games...playing games.
My life is boring so I want another adventure in the hospital??? I need to find better ways to find excitement...geez.
I just hate how I feel like it is so easy for me to OD again. I can just imagine it. It's so easy. I could be just feeling fine and be like, hmmm...I think I'll just take x pills right now...wait a while and take x more, wait, and again and again. Hmmm...I think I took a little too much...
Then the doctors will ask me why I did it and then I'll be like, "Hmmm...don't know, thought it might be interesting...I just thought it might be fun to try to have a seizure today..."
OMGosh, I'm not a normal person. I think maybe I think I'm some character in a novel or something and that my life needs some excitement.
poster:Deneb
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