Posted by rjlockhart on December 18, 2005, at 21:16:19
I swear, i am in a point in my life where, where am i, why am i this way.
I have so many posts on fear and mental instablity, i cant deal with this.
I want to go to hypnotherpy and be hypnotized, into something diffrent, i feel im a mellow guy, i dont talk, im feat up with it, i am going to do something, i did drugs in high school (methamphetamine) to feel to talk and change, i didnt do it with other people, i did it to actually just have friends, i didnt care at that point if it was illegal. Stopped because it was just a dead end.
You know when i get like this i dont know hwat to do next, i am just holding on.
survival is my friend.
poster:rjlockhart
thread:590205
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20051215/msgs/590205.html