Posted by jay on December 9, 2005, at 23:43:55
Part f (section 74, q, 5.9v23)
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Man, it gets harder and harder over time to find and make friends! ALL of my 'local' friends I have lost (didn't have that many to begin with.) I met a cool friend last summer, by the name of Larry H. I think y'all are familiar with him.(:-) But, we didn't even get to go cruising for chicks or anything like that!(OK...sorry for the dumb sexism or whatever...heh.) Well, no it's just we live far apart, and are struggling with our own 'demons'. But, heck, I go over and over this topic all the time. You must be tired of hearing me whine. "There goes Jay again...whine whine.."I know..join a club...yadda yadda. I can't even attend regular university because being around all of those kids freaks me out. Seriously...I almost spontaneously combust! I thought this past September I could do it, being on new meds and all, but fell flat on my *ss!
Even with meds, no matter what, it is still very, very dang hard to operate and socialize as a human being in this world. "'Brother can you spare...' another war, another wasteland....another lost generation" That's a big part of what it feels like. The anomie that Durkheim talks about. Man, it feels like a limb is chopped off, and bleeding. (Oppss..sorry for the gore) I wish I could just "put on the ritz" like I used to.
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poster:jay
thread:587670
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