Posted by Susan47 on November 3, 2005, at 20:34:48
this woman I know from childhood came into view. She never really looked at me, just kind of past me at the bathroom door, she was intent on getting there. And I almost said her name aloud and then I realized it would be in bad taste as she was in a bit of a panic, think, for the john, understandably so after the test she was having, but in any case that's private ...
You have to be delicate. And quite honestly, she's a patient you need to be professional. Sometimes people don't like to be recognized or noticed and you must look past them until they give a sign, at least that's what I think. Can't believe I think that, but I do.
Anyway, but what I thought when I first saw her was, Is that K? Because holy sh*t she looks old, is that WHAT I LOOK LIKE AND I THINK I STILL LOOK PRETTY GOOD??? BECAUSE SHOOT ME NOW SO I CAN DIE QUIETLY, LORD.
I could not believe how bad this woman looked, she was never attractive particlarly it's true but she used to have Youth on her side. She doesn't now, and she looks like her mother and I for the first time when I saw her, suddenly remembered exactly what her mother had looked like, sure enough, it was K. And K hadn't ever had children, she'd gotten married before I had to a fabulous, attractive man but her face, today, was showing none of that, and I realized, age has brought out her true character, the one I always saw before but she was able to cover it up. But now, life at my age shows up on your face, and you have to be careful.
I hope I've been careful with my development. Because I want what's printed on my face, to be pleasant.
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