Posted by iforgotmypassword on October 28, 2005, at 1:20:28 [reposted on October 30, 2005, at 14:26:35 | original URL]
In reply to Re: facing eviction, help, posted by hawkeye on October 28, 2005, at 0:19:53
this goes beyond a simple mess, it is a complete fire hazard. and i have done damage due to tantrums. i can barely get myself to think or do anything. i can pick up something and look at it, but i cannot figure out if it is something i'll need, or if it is significant, and deciding to throw something out is an extremely exhausting task. it's ridiculous, i cannot control the hoarding effect of NPD. i look at everything i have on my person, often paper even small slips of paper, not able to calculate it's significance or necessity dump it all in my apartment... even garbage... its the same thing with writing this message making words, sentences all the fragments and ideas, typing them, it's like everything i do is trying to fly some huge complicated jumbo jet or something. this is so terrible. yet i am so numb to even grasp how terrible this whole situation is.
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