Posted by woolav on October 10, 2005, at 21:10:42
After 19 years, I am going back to my hometown.
I have been through allot during the past 2 decades, but for some reason, I am being led back home. My father lives there still, but is 80 and in very poor health. It just seems certain events in my life have cleared a path for me. Its strange. Like it was meant to be. Maybe God or whatever higher being there is out there, has made this happen for me. Maybe to care for my father in his last of life, or to save myself. To feel a purpose, a reason for life itself. My 16 year old daughter asked me that recently. what was the point of life. I didnt have a good answer. I thought, possibly love? I dont know. But, even if i only have a short time with my father, he will know how much he means to me and maybe that is why I am being led back home. Its scary, but I think its right. I pray that it is..
S
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thread:565445
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