Posted by wildcard on August 17, 2005, at 14:01:11
In reply to Re: sad, posted by coley on August 17, 2005, at 13:04:15
i wish i had the answer for u :( i was where u are and i hated life except i avoided all friends at any cost...i wish i cld. say it was meds. but it wasn't. The day came when i got sick and tired of being sick and tired...so as miserable as it was, i FORCED (and i mean forced) myself when i woke up to take a shower,etc..,then make my bed up(as silly as that sounds)and start my day trying to stay out of bed. at 1st it lasted an hour, maybe 2 and i'd feel fatiged and lay down but i kept on and little by little i felt *somewhat* better. No miracle but as it goes," Every journey begins with one step" or something like that...kinda thing. then i talked my doc into *FINALLY* trying me on a benzo which i had taken B4 and knew it(klonopin) helped my anxiety/FEAR. I know that a lot of people disagree w/ klonopin but i just wanted to live and it truly helped w/ the fear of things. i cld. answer my phone or even open my door w/o fear. Has a life altering event happened that u can recall when things started to get worse or have u always suffered like this? Do u see a therapist? (like u really feel like going to one rt?!) i'm just wondering how i can help u b/c i wouldnt wish how ur feeling on my worst enemy (and i really dont like them :))...i'm here and if u just want som1 to listen, feel free to tell me to shut it up! hang in there just 4 today-2morrow will be here soon enough.
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