Posted by sunny10 on August 1, 2005, at 12:34:25
In reply to Re: What is your worst fear? » sunny10, posted by Damos on July 29, 2005, at 0:41:25
Hello to you, too... Just lurking from time to time...
I love you guys- can't just leave altogether!!
My SO is still sticking with me. I'm pretty sure that my worst enemy is ME... Trying not to bite the hand that feeds me anymore, so to speak. I wish I could make all of my demons just GO AWAY!
I'm the ultra jealous one (been cheated on too many times); I'm the paranoid one (been abandoned too many times)...
HE'S the one who has to deal with it, however... I am trying to work these things through in therapy instead of lashing out at him when either the paranoia or jealousy strikes (and it's usually BOTH).
He tells me that he HAS figured out how lovely I am, and tells me that he wishes I could believe him; believe in us! Poor guy. I do put him through hell...
He is doing well with his anger management issues. We are now capable of having disagreements/debates without me getting scared before he's actually done anything and leaving or him being scary! It's rather nice, actually. To feel that I can speak my mind again, I mean.
If things don't work out with my honey, I'll come down and date you, okay?!? Unless you'd rather come to the states... but we'll cross that bridge (or in this case, ocean) when we get to it...(smile)
You really are just the sweetest man!
kisses,
sunny10
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