Posted by Damos on July 14, 2005, at 17:00:37
In reply to Re: I disagree » Damos, posted by AdaGrace on July 13, 2005, at 17:04:00
> You've just described the struggle of suicidal tendencies. You realize that?
Yikes!!!!!!! (slaps self about the face a bit) Ahhh, that feels better.
May have described the stuggle, but fortunately am not in 'that' place. Went there once and was saved by a four legged miracle and promised myself I'd never go there again. Might not have a love of my own (or myself) or a sense of purpose blah, blah, blah.
But what I do have is this sense of connectedness to some amazing people that makes me want to get up and get into work and to the net to see how they're doing and to want to help and be there in any way I can. Whether they realise it or not, they make make me want to keep on trying to be a better man, friend, human being. Each and every one of them is incredibly precious to me in their own special way and I love them dearly. The most important thing in my life right now is letting the people I love and care about know it every chance I get. Yes Gracie that means you.
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