Posted by Angela2 on June 16, 2005, at 18:13:16
A lady at work today said I looked tired. She seemed genuinely worried about me and wanted to know if I was OK. Maybe she was trying to get me to open up. Maybe I really looked tired. I said I was fine. I didn't know what else to say, I don't know her very well. I have been very paranoid. I keep having thoughts that my coworkers are talking about me. Every time I hear someone laugh, it's about me. But I know this is not true. After my coworker told me I looked tired, I FELT tired. I felt like I was on drugs. I still do. I worked in a library before and I felt the same way. Is that weird? Am I having library transference? I like libraries it seems until I start working in them. Am I depressed? I don't know. I am not having trouble getting up in the morning, I can concentrate fine too. I wish I could have said to that lady, "I am taking medication that makes me sleepy." But I don't know her very well. I don't know. Should I just tell people that I have social anxiety and take medication? I don't know what to do.
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