Posted by wildflower on May 22, 2005, at 22:07:09
Last year, I felt desperate and lonely to a point where my future was uncertain. It was ruining my relationships along with my career. The "help" I found then was found in little prescription bottles prescribed by miracle doctors. Now, it's those little bottles that are causing me so much pain. Once again, I feel desparate and lonely.
My body is way out of whack (sleeping issues, non-consistant eating, female issues, crying spells, blemishes, etc.) The once needed help is creating one big emotional wreck. I reached out for help from my pdoc who hasn't returned my calls. The scripts have run out and my only solution is to wean myself from the demonic drugs with the pills I have left. My next doc appt isn't until mid-June. These withdrawal effects are making everything so much worse and have now caused me to lose the one person I truly cared about.
This can't be the ways things are going to be for me. All I want is for someone to understand and hold me until the tears dry.
Is there anyone out there that can relate? I haven't felt this bad in very long time......
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thread:501465
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