Posted by tampagirl70 on May 10, 2005, at 9:48:03
I haven't felt like this in a very long time. I thought I was doing so well, and then things went haywire last year and I haven't been the same since. I never imagined my life being this way. I feel bad for my husband having to deal with me. He definitely never expected he'd marry someone as screwed up as me. I'm scared that every new med I try now will have some strange side effect on me and I won't be able to take it. I'm constantly checking my mouth out to see if its getting irritated like it did with the last 2 meds I tried. I hate feeling this way and want to cry and stay in bed. I look back at my life and see times when I was so happy and normal, and then wonder how I can be the way I am right now. How does this happen? I hate myself for being like this and wish I wasn't. I'm just so sad.
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