Posted by partlycloudy on May 4, 2005, at 19:32:50
In reply to Golly...I sure was acting crazy :-P, posted by Shy_Girl on May 4, 2005, at 18:39:01
> Sorry people for being kind of wierd...
> I'm thinking through this conspiracy thing and it doesn't make rational sense...hopefully this feeling of a conspiracy will go away.
>
> I really need to stop and analyse the evidence for my thoughts. Thanks for bring up some very good points.
>
> I'm scared now of losing my mind. How can I write such strange things? Do I became psychotic sometimes and not know it?? Am I more disordered than I seem?? How come others here don't get into the drama I get into? How do I control myself?!? My thoughts and feelings change so very quickly...sometimes in the middle of a post! Am I losing it? Am I getting too caught up here? Am I losing contact with reality? Or am I ok because I can still question my own sanity? Did I experience some mild paranoid ideation??? Am I going INSANE??? Ahhhhh!I often feel that I write or post things when I'm upset that I later think - "what was I thinking of?!" Sometimes I wish there was a time delay so we could edit our posts if we thought differently of them... What we post here is *it*, though, no chance of re-phrasing or self-saving.
What I personally get from this site is a great deal of support; a lot of compassion, and a lot of encouragement - that I don't think I'd be able to ask for in my daily work and family environment. Here I feel much more fragile, but more protected as well.
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