Posted by Shy_Girl on May 1, 2005, at 18:13:07
In reply to What do people think of me here?, posted by Shy_Girl on April 30, 2005, at 18:30:17
Thank-you everyone for responding. My disagreements were actually not the cause for my block...rather it was my postings that talked about methods that did it.
I still do not yet fully comprehend exactly what is uncivil...so it would be nice to have a civility buddy.
I am still deathly afraid of being blocked again...it sounds desperate...I know. My pdoc doesn't think I am going to kill myself, but I'm still afraid. I mean, I didn't think I had it in me to overdose on ASA enough to land me in the hospital...but I did it. My knowledge of methods is very dangerous to me. I'm afraid I will accidentally harm myself in a bad way one day when I'm very upset. I know that something like 10% of borderlines kill themselves :( Not very good.
How exactly does the civility buddy thing work? I babblemail all or some of my posts before posting them?
What should I do if I get blocked again? I was in a bad bad way last time. I was very lucky that I had a pdoc appt. on the day it happened.
I wonder if this place is worth the risks for me. I trigger easily.
poster:Shy_Girl
thread:492029
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20050426/msgs/492441.html