Posted by rainbowbrite on April 29, 2005, at 17:46:45
In reply to Re: complain away... we'll listen!, posted by rainbowbrite on April 29, 2005, at 15:59:59
its possible Ive gone nuts but I sware reaching out to people when you feel like you need help is totally overrated! I miss the old me, swallow it up. Why am I turning into such a wallower? Life is not that serious and if i am going to have a breakdown then so be it at least Ill do it laughing with flowers in my hair as opposed to crying about it!
I dont think i am handling feeling my emotions very well, but I better get use to it...I want to stop the drugs. I feel very mixed up right now and moody. there needs to be a depressing board....ive probably posted in the wrong place anyway. I think I may sound nuts but there is sense that is trying to get out. how do I become a rock? What makes people think I am one? Its like there are so many people around me but I feel all alone right now. ugh! Im not crazy or anything just mixed up. I need to stop allowing emotions to seep through. And why am I expressing my private vulnerable/weak side to a computer??
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thread:490959
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