Posted by gardenergirl on March 19, 2005, at 21:29:34
In reply to Addiction/obsession to suicidal thoughts, posted by Shy_Girl on March 19, 2005, at 20:50:03
That does sound scary. I think like any other addiction, yoiu need to try to make it difficult for you to access those sites. Can you block them from your computer? I know there are ways to do that. I know there are folks here who can help with that.
You could also set up a behavioral system where you reward yourself for time spent away from those sites and "punish" yourself for time spent on those sites. Maybe by paying a "fine" or snapping a rubber band on your wrist.
And it's a good insight you have about not really thinking you'd be dead. Because suicide, if done properly, will result in death. There are no do-overs. If you are looking for a clean slate, you CAN get that in life, but not in death.
Please take care of yourself. Tell you buddy that you changed your mind. Or that you will be a life buddy, but not a suicide buddy.
((((Shy_Girl)))
gg
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