Posted by Shy_Girl on March 9, 2005, at 14:37:48
In reply to Re: Why death is an option for me » Shy_Girl, posted by kid47 on March 9, 2005, at 10:37:03
> ...I sense a dark sense of humor lurking behind your posts......my kinda' girl.
Hmmm...dark sense of humor, I like that. Only wish I could be humourous in the real world. I'm pretty outgoing in the cyberworld I guess :)
<snip>My life sucks alot sometimes, but dying doesn't seem to me to be all that much fun either. As far as friends go, hang around here for a while. Dr. Bob (the benevolent dictator at babble) is an OK guy and he's as geeky as a home made radio.(I say that with love)
Hurray for geeks! Geeks are totally underappreciated eh? That's my kind of life...one of science, reason and logic. Oh ya, relationships are cool too :P
<snip>Plus there are lots of fun, crazy types that drop in from time to time.
Neat...might be fun to observe how different people respond to different things.
<snip> but in my
> estimation and that of the wizard, you are just a victim of abberant brain chemistry causing confused thinking. That is soooo fixable.Hmmm...I do believe I have a biological tendancy towards an inhibited temperment. Perhaps there is some biological basis for my anxiety. The panic and dissociative symptoms I experienced as a young child may also support this hypothesis. Although I now wonder whether or not it was a hypersensitivity to low CO2 levels in response to strong wind that caused my panic attacks...does anyone know of any papers on this??
<snip>Try some of the possibly less permanent solutions that might present themselves. How 'bout we give it a year and see how things are. I find ice cream and Cheetos to be a great problem solver or at least pacifier. I'm not trying to be flip. I really REALLY do understand how painful day to day living can be for some of us. Stick around for a while, it could get interesting.
Of course there are no guarantees in life, therefore I cannot make any promises...but writing this was kindof fun, so I will stay and see where this goes.
Thanks for writing back :)
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