Posted by Skinny_and_dark on January 30, 2005, at 13:07:09
In reply to Re: Has anyone gotten to Real Life after depression?, posted by bookgurl99 on November 19, 2002, at 23:16:41
Hi can anyone help me understand my situation.
I'm a 44 years old female professional. I have a long history of depression. I'm still on meds (paroxetine 10 mg daily). I'm gradually reducing the meds to zero. As for life after depression, I'm functioning ok. I work, I pay my bills, I socialise, I enjoy the movies, I take my holidays, etc. There is only one thing that really bugs me - I am "dead" to my job. I see my work colleagues living and breathing their jobs but I am like a zombie. I've lost my "fire". I never used to be like this. Is this the depression or is this me being bored ?
There are so many wankers at work constantly putting women down. They get to me. I feel helpless and trapped. Sometimes I feel like dropping out of society to live like a tramp. I also imagine myself running away from everything and moving restlessly from state to state.
I don't know how long I can hold out. Someone please help me.
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