Posted by Angel Girl on January 25, 2005, at 7:25:33
I was just looking out my kitchen window and noticed 2 young boys, maybe 10 yrs old, playing in a snow bank. My first thought was "what happened to the good old days when life was fun, innocent and carefree?" BUT then it all flashed back....snow.....innocent. Why does something so innocent have to remind me of a childhood trauma. It happened in the winter. Why can't the memories just stay away, why do I have to have these flashbacks? I just had a revelation while writing this, both of my childhood traumas happened in the winter, maybe that's why I'm so much worse this time of year. I never thought of that before, or maybe not. I don't know, I'm just so sick of the flashbacks and memories. Will they EVER go away? PLEASE somebody make them go away. I don't want them anymore. I've suffered enough. :(
AG (who can't even look out the kitchen window)
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