Posted by adam canada on January 9, 2005, at 22:40:12
I am so sick of them. My mom and my grandma. And my sister. My mom is alone. No husband. Hates men. Grandma is the same. And dad is a loon who needs anger management. They are divorced. My mom and grandma are alone because no one wants them. And for good reason. They are sick ruthless people. Bitch bitch bitch. JUST SHUT UP ALREADY. I dont want to hear it. They just dont shut up. I dont bother anyone and mind my own business and she has to find things to yell about!
My mom caused my mental illness anyway. Because she kept urging me to take a toxic medication called accutane which RUINED my life. I used to be normal. I used to be happy. Now I live with heavy depression and anxiety. Mostly dysmythia or however you spell it.
And she expects me to work??? Whatever! I tried it. Many times. I break something or do something wrong. I cant handle that crap. I cant concentrate on this nonsense. She ruined my life so NO I will NOT work. I will mind my business and leave me alone. I used to have interests. I used to enjoy life. I used to be able to SPEAK to people. I used to have a life and I used to have friends. Now I have no one. I dont feel normal. And the mental agony is a lot to deal with. So I wish she'd just leave me the hell alone.
And she should stop drinking!!! I am sick of her acting like an angry butch male just because she had too much to drink. I have never been more scared of her than when she got drunk on new years. What a mental case.
I hate my life and I am sick of these family members around me. I get yelled at for everything and it is disgusting. I SOMETIMES WISH I WAS DEAD
poster:adam canada
thread:439947
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