Posted by alesta on December 20, 2004, at 22:23:29
In reply to Re: Atticus....distance???no, did I say no yet...no... » alesta, posted by Atticus on December 20, 2004, at 21:37:48
> You should always feel free to be honest, Amy. If that's the way you feel, then that's the way you feel. I don't understand why you feel that way -- it kind of hit me out of left field, given our past interactions -- but as Jai said, it's certainly your right. Thing is, it can't help but affect the way I feel. Please don't feel bad. I just need time to think. Maybe a lot of people on PB feel the same way you do. I don't know. But that thought sure makes me uncomfortable about posting. Guess I should've just stuck to poems. I just wanted more interaction with others; but if I'm coming across as emotionally chilly, then I'm failing to connect anyway. Atticus
thanks for replying..i'm going to be totally honest and let stuff spill out (my style), so i have no idea how this is going to go over..atticus, please don't stop posting here over this. you're going to get a lot of babblers really pissed at me, lol.:) they love you, atty. you're fun and nice and smart. you're perfect for this forum. it's ok if you don't like me too much anymore, although shocking to me. i guess i have to accept that, although of course it makes me a bit sad. i was kind of planning on leaving here anyway. you were actually one of the things that kept me here. although most of my blunders are usually on admin, i can't believe i hurt you. just please don't run..
i don't even know what i should say right now. but i tried my best. i have a hard time being friends with guys anyway, so maybe this will save me some heartache, lol (looking on the bright side:)) i think it'll all be ok. stay here..the crowd loves you!!! :-)
amy:)
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