Posted by smokeymadison on December 20, 2004, at 1:21:10
i live almost 2 hours away from my brother and sisters. everytime i see them, they have changed so much! (they are teenagers) i suppose that part of this is just christmas angst. but they are staying at my aunt's house until tuesday and she is only half an hour away. they are going to a childrens museum tomorrow and i really want to go with them and take pictures. pictures are so important to me right now. but i wasn't invited to go and i am supposed to meet a new therapist tommorrow. sigh...
part of all this is that i really was never part of a stable family. my brother and sisters have a relatively stable family now. i think that this is why i am so wanting to have a baby. i can't right now b/c i don't have my degree yet and i am on so many meds, etc. i am so ready to have a family of my own or to at least be more involved in the family i am supposed to be a part of. (i was kicked out of the house at 17 and things are strained).
so, should i ask to go w/ them to the museum and cancel my therapy appointment? i can't decide...
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