Posted by Phil on December 13, 2004, at 9:02:01
In reply to god i'm bored, posted by alesta on December 13, 2004, at 7:57:58
> i have nothing, i mean *nothing* to do.
>>You can come clean my housei wrote this already on my wordpad but wasn't going to post it, as i felt better after writing it and getting it out. but now i think i will post it anyway.
>>Now don't be impulsive.
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> i bawled my eyes out last night. things are bad, really bad. i don't know if they are ever going to be ok, honestly. things have consistently sucked throughout my life, why would they be ok now?>>That's the same thing I told my boss last week.
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> there's only so much a person can take. i try everything i can, but i'm still in hell. i have nothing to occupy myself but this damn computer. no cable tv, no *coffee* :)>>Freeze! There's your problem. Chemical imbalance in the brain due to lack of coffee.
, no books, no snacks, no friends, NOTHING.
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> i can clean, but the lack of stimuli in my life makes it hard to be motivated.>>Cleaning isn't a motivator, not around these parts.
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> this is my current form of hell, can't wait to see the next one.>>Not much to look at-I'm already there.
> sorry to be negative. i try not to.:)>>I enjoy it...it's *home*.
>>Seriously Amy, I know how hard it is. All I can really say is I've been there, I am there now, and somehow amy, we will both weather this as a matter of routine warfare.
Pull out the big guns-we're going in.
Kicking donkey and takin names.Phil
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