Posted by Angel Girl on December 10, 2004, at 21:28:04
Today is my birthday and I feel like nothing more than a major inconvenience and burden in everybody's life.
My family forgot me, including my 27 year old son. He's too busy 'entertaining' his new girlfriend to even think of me.
I don't feel that I'll ever be happy and if it weren't for my two cats that I love with all my heart, this would also be the last day of my life but I can't leave them so unfortunately I have to continue to live for them. They, at least, need me and love me even if nobody else does.
So, I will continue to live this existence of mine that is supposed to be called 'life' so that I can continue to love my 2 kitties as nobody else can. They love and need me as much as I love and need them. They're all I have.
Sorry, I just needed to vent. Please choose to ignore. I'm not looking for attention or pity, I just needed to get this off my chest as I sit here for the last hour crying uncontrollably. Unfortunately, typing this out didn't make me feel any better. :(
Unloved,
AG
poster:Angel Girl
thread:427476
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