Posted by just plain jane on November 13, 2004, at 20:19:46
In reply to I wonder, what is it like to not have people know, posted by just plain jane on November 13, 2004, at 20:06:47
OK, so, maybe, by their standards, with all their "normal" social interactions (games) and spiteful, mean, whatever the heII it is that "regular" people do in their socialization that I don't that makes them think I'm weird, really makes me weird. But then, that would be only in their estimation, because I think that it's weird that people can be shallow, basically dishonest, intentionally insulting and hurtful, jealous, spiteful, vengeful... on and on til I puke from the hideousness of it.
I wished, quite often, when I was a little kid, that I could just be normal, or even dumb. That I could not think about things so much, that I could just not care, like most everybody else, about anything, or anyone else, that it wouldn't hurt so much to see and hear others be hurt in any way, that the whole Viet Nam experience, for our country and theirs and Laos, Thailand, Cambodia, and surrounding affected areas, would not be happening because it was causing SO MUCH PAIN and I felt it and I still feel it along with everything else for the past 48 years.
Shyt, my dogs and puppies need me and I think I need them right about now.
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