Posted by Messedup on November 12, 2004, at 3:44:56
Well i joined up a while ago but have been a voyer(sp?) Well were to start.
Been in the SYSTEM for three years now am currently in some kind of remission ( my therapist thinks I mighty be bi polar) but anyway very happy ( and I admit implusive, bvought a puppy today :-) ) HAve recentlyb split from my wife "Iam tired of being a nurse/mother figure". I have the most amazing 6 year old (who bears the pressure of keeping me here in really bad times, thoght he doesnt know it). I live in New zealand so summers coming (great nice weather, stink have to cover the scars on the wrists) and am drinking , thought I know its no good for me and it means there will be no sleep tonite ( one of the inbteractions with my meds)
Im on seroquel 200mg cipramil 60 mg and colanzapam 2mg nightly ( have been for the past 2 1/2 years). I have an appointment with my Psych Doc every three months and I can tell u exactily what he will say in the next visit ( hows it going......yes welll heres your script). Am qauite normal now, no voices at the moement and my therapist said last time that he can comprehen me, said at the beginning of the year was incomprehensible,) but I thought I was fine ( though hiding from people bewcause they can read your mind isnt exactly normal) I guess Im writing as another form of therapy and getting it out, maybe as a dairy, if you can be bothered with the rambling. Im alone in a biog house ( my boy is with his mother ( isnt funny how quickly she becomes HIS MOTHER no MY WIFE) puppy asleep, and feeling the booze kick in ( headache tomorrow for sure and crap tv till morning) If your've bothered to read this far thanks.,Cheers steve
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