Posted by corafree on October 17, 2004, at 18:28:38 [reposted on October 19, 2004, at 1:23:11 | original URL]
In reply to Re: Urge,Plan,Tools - Suicide, posted by rayww on October 17, 2004, at 0:03:49
But it was my life's dream that I would be their rock. I have given, but still want to give to them.
My daughter just had a baby and because I am 'undependable', some days good, some days bad, when I offered to come to her place and care for the baby when she first begins work, she didn't like the idea.
But, but, but ... always some reason for me. Even reading my own writing, I see myself a person who has given up. And there again, so unlike me.
Things have hurt too much. There is so much fear where my heart is. As for love, there is so much in me that it brings tears to my eyes. I've loved everyone who has loved me and been hurt very very badly and laughed 'til the cows come home. I don't know how to spell know.
Am I getting this here?
thank you cf
> raised them well to be wise young adults.
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> You did good then. I read somewhere today that every person has a gift. Every single person. Your gift can pull you through if you let it. I think you know what it is.
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