Posted by AdaGrace on October 15, 2004, at 9:13:36
In reply to AdaGrace and all ... about that sad music, posted by saw on October 15, 2004, at 1:28:50
I've never heard of him, but am looking into it.
I usually tend to stray to country music when I feel sad, and it makes me sadder. Sometimes I acutally turn it off though...guess that is an accomplishment.
It's great to feel good about yourself once in a while, I'm glad for you....It can't come to me just yet.
This morning as I was desparately trying to style my singed hair I took a good long look in the mirror.
I no longer have a double chin. ( I recently lost some more weight) Is that something I can put on my 4 things each day to give myself credit for? Not sure.
Anyway, as I am looking, my hair is a mess, my face is red and blotchy....I look like a person that has that red stuff on their face, what is it? Roseolla? My left arm looks like I have the "Michael Jackson" skin disorder. Not that I would ever make fun of someone with either of those disorders, it's just that it makes me sad to see myself and I just feel so ugly. My hair was the only thing I ever liked about myself. Now it's gone. I know it will grow back, but for now it just looks stupid.
I am supposed to go out this weekend with friends, and I can't wear make-up yet I don't think and I am ashamed to be seen out. Just want to stay inside and hide from the public. The look on peoples faces when I do go anywhere is just sometimes too much to bear.
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