Posted by AdaGrace on October 11, 2004, at 9:34:52
In reply to Re: really would like someone to talk to, posted by saw on October 11, 2004, at 3:04:28
I'm a little better today, thanks. I actually slept on the couch so as to not expose myself to the flu. Tried to stay up to watch a racy movie but couldn't keep my eyes open long enough. Probably wouldn't have worked on my low sex drive & anti-orgasm problems anyway. Thanks' for all your posts, I really just wanted to talk to someone, but noone was on it seemed and noone was in open, so I just turned the computer off and went outside and sat on the front porch for a while. The main problem with that is that when I am alone, truely alone, all I can think about is how much I am hurting inside my heart and how much I want someone who doesn't want me. I cannot seem to stop crying. I go to therapy tonight. It's been two weeks, I'm supposed to have a letter to my dead mother written. That was my last assignment. I'm not sure what to write, and frankly, I've talked to her many times, I really don't know what to say.
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