Posted by alesta on October 5, 2004, at 5:26:52
In reply to How's it going, Amy. Mind giving a update? (nm), posted by ron1953 on October 5, 2004, at 2:03:53
thanks for asking, ron.:) well, things are still characterisitically shitty..i was so bored yesterday i went to bed in the afternoon..i woke up this morning around 1 am to my bf screaming at me..anyway, i somehow got my point across so that he would pick me up a couple things i need at the drugstore (i've been asking him for 3 months) ..he finally agreed and i think is going to get my car situated..i think if i just keep my eye on the prize, i'll be working soon..so i'm kinda happy in that way..but i'm also really sad b/c he did something really demeaning to me this morning that i can't talk about..i'm crying right now..i get this way sometimes but the feeling passes really quick..i hope it does this time..it helps to just get it out..man, when i get the opportunity (money, job, car fixed) i am bolting the he#$ out of here..i just hope i have the willpower to do it..this guy is really starting to get good at wrecking my self-esteem..i really don't want to dwell on this sh#$, though..if i focus on the bad stuff going on, i get so much more depressed..most of the time i try to think of other things..unless i really need to vent. so, in summary, i'm getting there, ron, i just know it!take care, :)
amy
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