Posted by fallsfall on August 22, 2004, at 14:20:02
I would like to talk about fragmentation - but some of it seems too personal to put on the internet. Please come to Open (or IM me if I don't respond), or email me: babble fallsfall - a hotmail account.
This is what I mean by "fragmentation". It is a time when you feel like you will literally fall apart. It has been described like you will ooze out of holes in your skin, or end up as a puddle on the floor, or crumble into pieces. My therapist dismissed it by saying "You feel like you are going crazy" - but it is more than that. It has a disintegration quality to it - that you will stop existing. It is terrifying.
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