Posted by Shadowplayers721 on August 10, 2004, at 17:21:19
In reply to Re: Finding the dead » TexasChic, posted by B2chica on August 10, 2004, at 14:02:49
B2,
I know what you are talking about in regard to the guilt. Everyone of us that new that girl in junior high has guilt. We just didn't think of anything like that at for her at 13. I was actually jealous of this girl. She appeared on the surface to have it all - looks, brains, friends, boyfriends. None of us knew what pain she was hidding under her wonderful personality and smile. Things like this- you just don't ever forget. I am so glad that you have your t to work through this. I think about going to this girl's grave too, but I don't know. It really haunts me, because her 1st name and mine are the same. So, when they announced my name over the intercom at school as being dead. I was telling everyone that I wasn't dead. There must be a mistake. I *never* imagined it was her and she sat in the desk infront of mine in homeroom. I saw her the day before with a friend at a drug store looking so happy. I thought she was hit by a car or something. I just *never* thought this would happen to her. It got to me, esp since I was always feeling suicidal since childhood. Please let us know if you find your friend. I can really understand your feelings.
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