Posted by Angel Girl on June 21, 2004, at 13:46:23
In reply to Re: Anyone have pets?, posted by Camille Dumont on June 20, 2004, at 17:23:28
> I've had up to 6 rats at a time. Now I'm down to only four but they are the light of my life. Then they come up to me and lick my fingers, when they sniff inside my ear and their whiskers tickle me ... when they just lay there as I scratch them, almost hypnotized in extasy ... and brux their little heads out ... nothing makes me happyer ... absolutely nothing on earth beats knowing that you've made a little creature utterly content and happy.
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> I'd say me not having comitted suicide in the past years has more to do with those little guys than with the meds or therapy.
CamilleFirstly, sorry but I have to say eeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!! re: your rats BUT
I totally agree with your last comment. If it weren't for my 2 cats I would've killed myself a long time ago. I haven't been suicidal for a long time but the feelings did come back last night and then I saw my 2 kittys. I love them to pieces but sometimes I wish I didn't have them so that I could just end it all. I'm so tired of this poor excuse of a life. I'd rather not be here at all. I have nothing to look forward to, I don't even remember what it's like to be happy and I highly doubt that I'll ever find out again. I just can't do that to my kitties. They need me and they're both very young still so I guess I have to endure this poor pathetic excuse of a life of depression for quite some time. That makes me even more depressed. :(
AG
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