Posted by jay on March 23, 2004, at 20:36:25
Oh man...tonight I went to the drugstore to pick up a refill..and they have a new pharm assistant. My GAWDD!! Ohhh so yum yum. :-) But more than that...like I wanted to drop to my knees and profess my eternal desire for her. Beautiful natural looking blonde...blue eyes that melted into me....such a sweet wonderland of a body. But...I saw some rings on particular fingers..:-( I know...this sounds superficial...but men are allowed to dream too. Then I got thinking of all the girlfriends from my past....and ya, I got lonely...AGAIN!!!! Once again...this illness has to be one of the lonliest in the world. I’ve really, really realized this in the past 6-7 or so years since I’ve been heavily medicated. Atleast I know I still have that “urning” in me..my sex drive fully intact...vrrrrmmmm! :-) Dress me up nice....and I can still pass for a guy in my mid twenties even though I am in my mid thirties. :-)
<Sigh>
Jay
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