Posted by jay on March 19, 2004, at 11:53:30
Damn this social phobia...can you believe this??..I am actually too scared to even post on here because of my anxiety and fear of what I am going to say. You are all a nice welcome crowd, but this is nuts...being even too scared to 'socialize' on the internet! There is a nice level of community on here, but *still*, I feel outcast, the loser..errr..loner. I have little to nothing to talk about...no job...no spouse...no friends..no money...*weeks* of laying in bed, too scared to even look out the window! Many of you seem to have most of these things, and I am not saying it is easier for you, but it's just sooo dang hard to connect and relate.
Anyhow...I had to get that outta my system..it's been brewing for a loooong time.
Peace
Jay <sigh>
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