Posted by pegasus on March 14, 2004, at 14:32:51
Hi All,
Since so many people are feeling so bad today, I thought I'd post the lyrics to one of my favorite songs about depression. It's by Dar Williams, and I like it because, while it perfectly describes how I feel when depressed, it also has a happy ending. It makes more sense, I think, when you hear it, so you can understand the timing. You can buy the song from the Apple iTunes Music Store if you want (and have iTunes). Or it's on Dar's album, The Green World.
After All
Dar WilliamsGo ahead, push your luck
Find out how much love the world can hold
Once upon a time I had control
And reined my soul in tightWell the whole truth
Is like the story of a wave unfurled
But I held the evil of the world
So I stopped the tide
Froze it up from insideAnd it felt like a winter machine
That you go through and then
You catch your breath and winter starts again
And everyone else is spring boundAnd when I chose to live
There was no joy, it's just a line I crossed
It wasn't worth the pain my death would cost
So I was not lost or foundAnd if I was to sleep
I knew my family had more truth to tell
And so I traveled down a whispering well
To know myself through themGrowing up, my mom had a room full of books
And hid away in there
Her father raging down a spiral stair
Till he found someone
Most days his sonAnd sometimes I think
My father, too, was a refugee
I know they tried to keep their pain from me
They could not see what it was forBut now I'm sleeping fine
Sometimes the truth is like a second chance
I am the daughter of a great romance
And they are the children of the warWell the sun rose with so many colors
It nearly broke my heart
And worked me over like a work of art
And I was a part of all thatSo go ahead, push your luck
Say what it is you've got to say to me
We will push on into that mystery
And it'll push right back
And there are worse things than that'Cause for every price
And every penance that I could think of
It's better to have fallen in love
Than never to have fallen at all'Cause when you live in a world
Well it gets in to who you thought you'd be
And now I laugh at how the world changed me
I think life chose me after allDar also has a great song about therapy "What Do You Hear In These Sounds". You can hear it and see the video here: http://launch.yahoo.com/artist/videos.asp?artistID=1029216
- p
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