Posted by geri122 on December 29, 2003, at 12:09:39
In reply to Re: Saturday » geri122, posted by fallsfall on December 27, 2003, at 18:53:02
i am extremly happy that christmas is over, but even still, i feel more emotional then ever. I don't know what is wrong with me, i can't explain it.
My emotions against my father get stronger and stronger, and they aren't good ones. I ahet it, i just i don't want to deal with it anymore. i will never tell me father how i feel, becaues that would also mean i would have to explain how i feel about him. He is always yelling, always telling people what they did was wrong, he is always fighting with my mom, she deserves so much better, so much more. I try to picture what life would be like if he was not around, i don't want to. I want everything to be ok, i don't want to have these thoughts anymore. i want it all to stop!
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