Posted by zenhussy on November 18, 2003, at 23:44:25
In reply to Re: hi zen, posted by sienna on November 18, 2003, at 23:36:38
> It is really good to see you here. Wow what a lot of stuff you have gone through this year.
Yeah it has been Mr. Toad's Wild Ride this year.
>ive had an equaly bizarre year in my head, but not with so much reality.
What is reality anyway? I haven't always been in touch with this reality that the masses speak of. Just keep working at getting to a place that you feel comfortable at. Keep trying to get people into your life that are supportive and not energy/emotional vampires.
> i thought i was better but apparenaltly im still as crazy as ever.
Crazy as in you feel different than others? Or crazy as in your mental illness? (forgive me sienna but I don't have the cognitive ability to archive search right now to find out any backgroud dx or rx for you)
> how are you doing, have you been lost in love, i was for a bit.
> siennaI'm just barely hanging in there dear. It's been a real rough go since October with meds and therapy and doctors and such. All people with good intentions but scary when one doesn't feel in control of such situations like I did. It felt like it was happening to me when in fact that was just a distortion of the disease. The distorted thinking that depression brings. Sigh.
Yes, I have been lost in love. Is there more to that now that you want to get into? Or shall we just commiserate about how crazy it can feel to be lost in love?
You tell me hon.
zh
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