Posted by justyourlaugh on September 11, 2003, at 17:24:10
i want to be supportive right now to the other posters but i just cant..
over this week i have developed a horrible movement dissorder....?i am so confused...i attract everyones eyes where i go ..
i am so mad..i cant control my body..
i have "tics" up my spine and legs every few seconds and only get relief a few hours each night..
i have been swearing at myself for days...like i am responsible?
i see my pdoc tomorrow...
i hate this terrifing depression..
i hate my body that is no longer mine...
i hate i have no say in any matter...
sorry for the vent..
please dont turn away when you notice my twitching..i am still me..
and give me a break "smile when i smile at you "you selfish ignorant ....
j
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