Posted by Sabina on July 25, 2003, at 15:46:06
In reply to Re: ???, posted by pianolady on July 25, 2003, at 10:01:35
don't feel bad...anybody. man, none of this worked out like i thought it would. what's new, though, right?
pianolady's intentions were good, i'm sure, if a little over the top, especially when i had said that there was no immediate danger.
dinah was ever helpful and kind, for which i thanked her. i am actively seeking help and support in the 3-d world. there's only so many appointments i can have in one week, though.
and giget, you're right that i did kinda expect a simple "yeah, i know how it is" response from the 'regular' crew who were prepared to read something ugly that was bouncing around in my mind and needed to get out.
i'm sorry for any backlash that this thing started. makes me want to keep my mouth shut next time i have something unpleasant or self hating to say. i guess i need to be more cautious about what i let out.
as for today, i finally took some xanax to knock me out but good. i got an email back from a close friend out of state that said i could stay with her. i don't know if that's the best option, though. i'd be away from the meanness at home but away from pdoc and therapist. time will tall.
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