Posted by lostsailor on July 20, 2003, at 23:37:43
In reply to Re: Boy it has been silent in here today..., posted by gabbix2 on July 20, 2003, at 22:59:53
gabbi,
I know how it is during summer. My doc and I talked about this just last visit. It is hard for "us" to see "them" all cuddly and happy when we feel the walls are closing in and our insides coming out.
I live a nightlife basically to avoid that. I prefer, when I go out, other than to run or ride, which I do mostly in the day to avoid getting killed, because I think the endorphins are better than my meds and it's my form of meditation.... basically, it's the only time I can concentrate on something that has nothing to do with the rest of my life.
During the winter, I was told, that all the people burrow/hibernate more and that's why I like things like snow showing and running in the daylight then...more because I don’t have to see their smiles and hardly anyone is being overtly romantic.
doc asked me what I thought about "light therapy" I told him I think it would kill me...that seemed to confirm the conversation...
For what's it's worth, my only extended visit to the hospital was in july or early aug.
~tony
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