Posted by giget on July 18, 2003, at 11:45:44
In reply to Re: Why can't I let go? » giget, posted by fallsfall on July 18, 2003, at 9:34:39
I just hope this feeling of worthlessness goes away soon. I do not want to live any more months with it. Thanks for your words. Hey and I am not tearing up right now... that is a nice change.
I so want to call him back and asked why he called. I know a terrible thing to do, but at least I know now that he will talk to me.
And that was also the respect issue, someone calls you call them back.
I should not do it, it will only cause more pain, but how do I not pick up and call him? Half the time I call, I only realize after I have called, and don't remember what I said. It seems like my heart just takes over my whole body and shuts down my brain.....
How do I not call him?
> What a hard time.
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> I'm glad you didn't answer the phone. That is so hard to do. You deserve peace and happiness.
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> When I'm feeling as you do, if I can get myself to do one of my favorite things it really does help. My favorite things are: eating ice cream, swinging on swings, ice skating, blowing bubbles. There is a great book called "The Woman's Comfort Book" that has wonderful ideas of things to do.
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> Please take care of yourself.
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