Posted by kara lynne on June 27, 2003, at 2:44:51
In reply to Forsaken-Gets graphic-Beware, posted by Miller on June 26, 2003, at 14:02:42
Hi Miller,
I'm sorry you're feeling so sad today.I used to say I was going to die of terminal potential. It still feels that way--the potential feels like it's just there to taunt me.
Sometimes I think my mother's self hatred (ergo her daughter hatred) was just too much for me to overcome--her ambivalence about having children, and especially me. After all is said and done, sitting through sessions, sifting through meds, something remains untouched.
So I understand what you're saying. But people also overcome overwhelming odds after suffering unspeakable abuse. I don't get it. In my family I think it was harder sometimes because everything was so muddled and denied--left only to be sopped up though the cells of the sensitive child--who was then of course made wrong for it.
I don't want to make you feel worse. I just want to tell you I'm sorry. I wish happiness for you. Many here do.
poster:kara lynne
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