Posted by zenhussy on June 11, 2003, at 12:18:36
Paxmeister,
I thought you might be appreciative of my mood this a.m. so that's why *you're* in the subject line!
Just six hours of sleep and I'm up for over four hours now without one thought of offing myself or horrid self loathing. Amazing what a little restoritive sleep can do for my tweaked brain chemistry. Seems to keep anxiety and depression at bay for a while anyway.
Now if I could only find my get up and go....
Two days left to get two months prepared. Ugh. The anxiety is there but not ruling me like the past couple of days. Damn how do we all keep at this for years? This is getting sooooo stale.
zenorama hussmeistress
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thread:233176
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