Posted by mmcasey on May 9, 2003, at 11:05:59
UGGHHHH! I am not looking forward to this weekend. I don't know what to do. I don't feel like doing anything at all. I don't really want to hang out with the guy that I've been seeing (not sure about the relationship at all anymore, for that matter), but I don't want to be bored and alone. THIS SUCKS! I may just try to do what noa suggested - to rent and watch light movies, but even that doesn't sound too appealing to me because of my concentration and engagement problems. I need to study for my GRE (!) but I can't focus on that either. I know I'm not going to do well on it and I'll have to pay another $115 to take it again. Why why why why why??????
Everything is so hard! I just started a brand new med (Lamictal) and it's going to take weeks to help, if it helps at all. I have no therapist anymore and I am looking for a new one. But right now I am floundering. I only have my psychiatrist.I think at times that I should really be in the hospital.
I don't know what to do.
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