Posted by mmcasey on April 28, 2003, at 13:28:31
I'm feeling pretty badly today. Among other problems, my therapist is
leaving soon and I have to find a new one. Today I saw someone new and
it only showed me just how difficult it is to start all over from scratch
with someone. I feel like I NEED my therapist who is leaving, and
it will just be so hard without her.But aside from that... I really just wonder if I can take this life
anymore. YOu know? I wonder if there will ever be a time when I will
not feel like each and every day is a struggle full
of ups and downs, sometimes more ups, but often more downs....
if there will come a time when I can feel like I am glad to
be alive, and not constantly question whether my life is worth
living... a time when I actually feel like I AM living and enjoying,
not just surviving and enduring.I don't know. What do you all think?
Meghan
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