Posted by Eddie Sylvano on April 28, 2003, at 11:33:07
In reply to Am I Dumb, Boring, Invisible, Fake or Weird? All?, posted by WorryGirl on April 28, 2003, at 8:28:16
> Which is it folks? Please help me out here....
> I've fallen and I can't get up.
---------------Don't worry, WorryGirl.
I ask myself the same questions quite a bit. It always seems like no one listens to me, responds to my posts, or whatever. It was a popular topic for me in therapy. I almost feel like I'm not "real" in some way that everyone else is, because people can take a glance at me, seem to size up that I'm not worth attention, and focus on whoever else is around. Both men and women. It's really like I'm not there at all. I'm thinking that I just tend to talk about things that don't interest other people. Just wish I could find someone else that was interested.
Anyway, it really bothers me, and I can relate. Don't feel bad about bringing it up, because that's how you address issues like this, and it's not just self-pity. It made me glad to hear that I'm not the only one that feels this way.
btw, little kids and old people *do* seem to notice me, and in my lack of interest for them, I probably make them feel the same way.
poster:Eddie Sylvano
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