Posted by mmcasey on April 24, 2003, at 15:16:47
I always hear that... "It will get better", "it's only temporary",
"you have to be patient"....blah blah blah....
But WILL IT REALLY GET BETTER? It never has gotten better
for me. It has improved somewhat from time to time, but
for years I can not say that I've truly felt happy or
okay. No amount of medication or therapy has helped me
ENOUGH. They've helped - therapy more than medication -
but my basic deep down misery has never gone away. I
don't know. I just don't know if I can believe that it
will ever get better of if my whole life I will be fighting
and struggling against this dark force within me.
poster:mmcasey
thread:222048
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