Posted by tina on April 22, 2003, at 9:10:45
In reply to Re: Depression is black » tina, posted by justyourlaugh on April 22, 2003, at 9:00:06
Hey S
Congrats on the 3 weeks. No worries, I'm safe. My SI never gets too damaging. I just like to bleed and see bruises. I burned myself on the toaster this morning and I ran the burn under hot water just for the pain it brought. I cut slices in my arms or scratch off layers of skin or punch walls until my knuckles bleed and swell. NOthing fatal. I just need somewhere to focus my attention so my mind doesn't go completely off the deep end. You know? A good flow of blood or constant pain in one spot always does the trick. It's a release.....but it doesn't last. I wish it would.
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