Posted by Kar on April 17, 2003, at 9:48:09
In reply to good-bad-tired-neutral-absent-great-okay, posted by Eddie Sylvano on April 17, 2003, at 9:22:28
Of course you could host a tv show! Think of the element of surprise! Viewers would tune in just see how you'd behave on a given day... Like reality tv. Anyway, sorry to kid about it. I think sometimes I just have to.
The inconsistency is maddening. I don't get the daily swaying though. That must be the worst. Are you working now, Eddie? My God, I cant imagine. You know, it's bad enough when you aren't working. "Can you go to the movies on Friday night, Karen?"..."er, um..no. Maybe. Oh yeah that's cool. Sorry, i'm sick"! That's what I really hate about it. It's a little surprise when I wake up too though, because I've been cycling a little more. I'm glad drugs are evening you out a little bit, at least. What are you on?
>to reproduce them.
Oish, do I know how THAT is. I almost wish sometimes that the bipolar was due to some traumatic event (this is meaning absolutely no intentional disrespect for anyone who's been through that) and was brought on each time by a stresor of sorts, because then at least talking about it could help. But it wasn't.It would be nice to able to roll with the punches, wouldn't it? but it does get pretty tiresome to live your life like that! Chip Chip Chipping away at you...
Hope this is one of your good days,
karen
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